Often I have the thought of how small we are. Every human has an insignificant size and time,we like it or not. It is not easy to imagine the size of the Earth, and I don't mean looking at a book with a comparison, I mean sitting somewhere and try to imagine how big is the planet. If you have never done it, look at the landscpe somewhere and try it, I warn it takes time. Well, this thought comes to me often when I look at the sea, when I am on somwhere with a lot of view or when I look at the stars. Then I try to compare myself with other sizes in he Universe... In conclusion, this thought makes me feel really small, and when I think on this, I feel good, relaxed. It may sound too poetic, but when I think on this I really feel peace. All these thoughts make me want to do everything better, to do well with my life... It gives energy, and when it's 11:00 PM, late, I have a lot of work to do, I am young and I just dream on doing things I really want to do but I have no energy to do ones I 'have' to do, it's important to have something like this that helps up to carry on doing all in the right way. 
One day I was just walking and I started to think on why thinking on how small I am I try to do all better. Logically, I think this should be the contrary: 'I am insignificant in the Universe, so it doesn't matter whether I do good or bad'. So how it's possible? Meybe it gets off the pressure of 'I have to be good', or maybe this leads to think that everyone of us is part of the human kind and as this pice of human kind I feel I have to do it all better for the rest of the humans, maybe then my worrys look so insignificant... I really don't know, but what I know is that it makes me feel good.
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